
Friday, January 19, 2007

argh.......I m feelin awfully guilty of wat happen 2dae...juz can't get e guiltiness off my heart.....wat 2 do...sob sob...didn't haf tis type of feelin veri long time le...it's cumin bak...argh......goin crazy soon...At first,2dae mood is quite gd 1...but in sch happen a lot of ting...won't elaborate more...den after dat go out...my mood stil okie....but 2dae reali isn't e rite time 2 shop...everybody gt no mood,1 nt feelin well,1 lost sumting........den @ 6 plus my dad cal,den sae didn't bring key,ask mi hurry go hm...I was damn pissed off,was plannin 2 shop further after 1 of dem finish eatin 1 lor,but bcoz of my dad...I haf 2 rush hm...damn it...he can go my a-ma hse 2 lor which is quite near,but he dun 1...
coz we were in Orchard mah,den send dem 2 mrt,I go tak taxi hm coz my dad was in a hurry...den frm my hse gt 2 way 2 Orchard,either by tanglin or farrer...den e taxi driver drive usin e farrer road way,which I thk tak e same time as tanglin...den I tel my dad I usin e farrer road there 2 cum bak...scold mi lor...sae wat there slower...2 mi it's e same lor...since u r in such a hurry,y dun u bring key...damn it...mak mi so upset after dat,hate my dad scold mi,he is always so harsh wif his words....after dat cum hm,e guiltiness juz gt worse...after I slp wake,it 's gettin worse....dat's y I m bloggin here...2 let out my guiltiness,but it doesn't seems 2 get better....
write till here 2dae...tata......nitez.....

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